Miss Mina's World

Grrrr.....its too early!

by missmina @ Friday, Sep. 28, 2007 – 10:05:29 am

Its far too early to be up and about,
I should still be asleep...
Sleep

But again the builders have rudely woken me with there noise!

Im still annoyed that I don't have my student loan yet.
I was hoping it would suddenly appear today and the Jake could come over for the weekend.
Its gonna be a long and boring weekend.

I got thinking last night...
I was trying to change my 'sad and moody' frame of mind.
So I thought I'd list somethings.

Good things about living with mum!

Food...
I get fed alsorts of yummy foods!

Sleep...
I sleep so much better at mums!
In bed
Take aways...
The Indian Curry Cottage in Sale!

TV....
Sky Plus!

The farm...
Wythenshawe Community Farm!

Things I Love
about Jake...

His smell!
and taste...
Kiss
He makes me laugh...
.....even when I'm supposed to be annoyed!
He whistles ... alot...lol!
He calls me beautiful...even when I know I look a mess!
He tells me stuff...sometimes I have to ask...
but he always tells me the truth!
He's just himself...
sexyjake
Very very sexy

Other things I found....
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In the park
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I'm going to try and have a happier day!

27th Sep...I feel like giving up!

by missmina @ Thursday, Sep. 27, 2007 – 12:10:10 pm

Things seem to go from bad to worse,
Everything is getting harder and harder
and I don't know how much more I can take.

I put my foot in it with Jakes mum again yesterday,
I'm begining to think that its a lost cause.
One minute I seem to be doing ok and then I mess up.
I've never been very good at talking to peoples mums.

I'm not going to see him now for ages.
Stupid Skem College fucked up enrolement,
so its going to be ages until I get my student loan.
So Jake has to stay home and work.
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Its breaking my heart!
I hate having to say goodbye at the train station,
the feeling is just getting worse.

He should be here with me all the time,
I should be falling asleep in his arms and waking up to his smile.
Everyday!
It shouldn't be like this, we've already been through too much!

Instead I find myself sleeping alone
and crying because I miss him so much!

I have this constant screaming inside my head,
and it won't go away.
I'm so frustrated and angry.
and soooo bored!

Things should be easier by now.
I believe in karma but what can I have done in the past that is so bad?
Surely I don't deserve this.
I feel so bound and tied!

A Little About Me....

by missmina @ Sunday, Sep. 23, 2007 – 08:59:32 pm

I have decided to transfer my online blogging from myspace to here. It seems that myspace has caused me to much pain and heartache...and as I recently only use it for the blog it only seemed sensible to move!
Cartoon girl with laptop

A bit about me...

I'm 26...although you wouldn't really believe it. I look probably around 18 and most of the time I'm acting younger than I am.
I currently live in Manchester, I've moved around alot, but Manchester is my favorite place to live.

I'm taken...
My boyfriend is amazing...I love him with all my heart.

Over the past few month have gone through a lot.
I lost my job about a month ago.
Because of this I lost my flat and had to move back to mums.
Someone caused all this to happen!
But I won't let them get to me,
and they won't get between me and Jake.

Little Interesting things about me...

I'm a student but I don't do much studying.
I dress how I wan't, according to how I feel in a morning.
I don't believe I conform to any stereotype, but feel free to label me.I really couldn't care less.

The only form of exercise I do is ballet, and I don't do it nearly as much as I should.
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I hate liars and people who think it's ok to steel from others.
I hate people who judge, and mess with peoples personal lives.

If I get bitchy with you and treat you badly, It means I care about you. Really.
When I perceive I'm being taken for granted by someone I have some sort of feeling for, I come unglued.
And regret it later.I have pushed MANY people away from me due to this. I react horribly to the stupidest things.

Music is a big thing for me...my ipod is with me 24/7 and I don't think I could live without it.
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When I hear a song I like I do silly little dances, doesn't matter where I am...I just dance.

I do like to read, but I have a horrible habit of starting a book, getting half way into it, then starting another. I have a huge pile of unfinished books, and it really annoys me.
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I daydream and make stories up in my head all day. If I see someone interesting, I make up their life history in my head.

I LOVE:

My BOYFRIEND more than anything!
Shoes.
Freshly Made Beds.
Thunderstorms.
Hot, Sunny Days.
Being In Love.
Having My Picture Taken.
Picnics.
Chocolate.
Hearts Drawn In Sand.
Manchester.
Dradonflys and Faries.
Shopping.
The Smell Of Him On My Pillow.
Tiffany's.
Alice In Wonderland.
Flowers.

I Hate:

Peas.
Wasps.
Losing Friends.
Being Lied To.
People Who Interfer In My Life.
People Who Judge.
Girls That Think Its 'OK' To Try and Take Your Boyfriend!
Sleepless Nights.
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