About 10 minutes after writing Fridays 'update' blog I got the best suprise...Jake knocked on my front door. I wasn't expecting him till that evening but there had been some sort of mix up with the college bus and he had got the train straight to mine to suprise me.
He then came to meet Jason Donovan with me!
I was so excited, we had to que for ages but it was well worth it. I bought the book to be signed and sttod reading it in the que whilst Jake looked round the Trafford Centre. I didn't think it was fair to make him stand around waiting for someone he could bearly remember. He came back about 10 minutes later and gave me a bag from HMV...he had gone a bought Jason Donovans Greatest Hits for me to get signed. He then stood in the que with me and went up to meet him and get the CD signed. I got my Photo took, aswell as my book signed and a kiss 
I thought I was going to faint...lol
We spent all day Saturday visiting different Reptile shops in the Manchester area.
We were on the hunt for Toad equipment.
I bought loads, even managed to find a compact UV hood for my exoterra tank, which is great cos it looks dead good and you could only get them in america.
Still missing a few things I need but did manage to get TWO new Toads! Who have settled in well with the others.
Jake also bought another Python for breeding.
Its a lovely thing and He called it Boo.
So now we have Big, Becci and Boo.
Been thinking of naming my Toads but can't think of anything appropriate!
Sunday was a poo day. I felt rubbish.
and there was a lot of tension in the house.
I felt like I wasn't wanted here and really uncomfortable.
I kept getting really upset and basically spent the day locked in my room, trying to stay out the way.
I felt really bad for Jake cos it was directed at him too.
I will have to see what its like tonight...but I don't feel like I wanna be here any more.
