Well yesterday turn out to be not a good day at all, and now its the weekend. I've been sent to clean my room...haha, I feel like I'm 15...lol.
A piccy of me in his Jumper that I stole when we went away on holiday! Anyway I carried on sending but at some point the battery died on his phone....
I didnt hear from him all day...when I got home from work he was on msn, we bearly talked! I was feeling ill, lonely and sad. Later on I lost my temper with him because of the lack of communication and we argued!
I hate arguements over the phone/msn...its impossible to stop them escelating out of control...and alot easier to say things you don't mean because you can't see how much pain you're causing the other person. I didn't sleep hardly...I felt...
And very confused over everything that was said!
Yesterday was just horrible...and it was supposed to be a good day!
After yesterdays blog I decided to cheer Jake up by sending some 'interesting' photos of myself to his phone. It started with this...
A piccy of me in his Jumper that I stole when we went away on holiday! Anyway I carried on sending but at some point the battery died on his phone....
I didnt hear from him all day...when I got home from work he was on msn, we bearly talked! I was feeling ill, lonely and sad. Later on I lost my temper with him because of the lack of communication and we argued!
I hate arguements over the phone/msn...its impossible to stop them escelating out of control...and alot easier to say things you don't mean because you can't see how much pain you're causing the other person. I didn't sleep hardly...I felt...
And very confused over everything that was said!
Yesterday was just horrible...and it was supposed to be a good day!
He did wake me this morning with a phone call telling me he loved me tho...
