Things seem to go from bad to worse,
Everything is getting harder and harder
and I don't know how much more I can take.
I put my foot in it with Jakes mum again yesterday,
I'm begining to think that its a lost cause.
One minute I seem to be doing ok and then I mess up.
I've never been very good at talking to peoples mums.
I'm not going to see him now for ages.
Stupid Skem College fucked up enrolement,
so its going to be ages until I get my student loan.
So Jake has to stay home and work.
Its breaking my heart!
I hate having to say goodbye at the train station,
the feeling is just getting worse.
Everything is getting harder and harder
and I don't know how much more I can take.
I put my foot in it with Jakes mum again yesterday,
I'm begining to think that its a lost cause.
One minute I seem to be doing ok and then I mess up.
I've never been very good at talking to peoples mums.
I'm not going to see him now for ages.
Stupid Skem College fucked up enrolement,
so its going to be ages until I get my student loan.
So Jake has to stay home and work.
Its breaking my heart!
I hate having to say goodbye at the train station,
the feeling is just getting worse.
He should be here with me all the time,
I should be falling asleep in his arms and waking up to his smile.
Everyday!
It shouldn't be like this, we've already been through too much!
Instead I find myself sleeping alone
and crying because I miss him so much!
I have this constant screaming inside my head,
and it won't go away.
I'm so frustrated and angry.
and soooo bored!
Things should be easier by now.
I believe in karma but what can I have done in the past that is so bad?
Surely I don't deserve this.
I feel so bound and tied!
