Miss Mina's World

So there we go....My little list!
I know i'm not seriously going to get all that...
...but hey a girl can try.
I'm sure I can update this when I think of other stuff!

I think everyone should do this to avoid confusions and people getting rubbish they don't want for Christmas. I wonder how many people get things they don't want, let these things clutter the house for year and then either: Give them to other people for Christmas or sell them on Ebay!! If everyone made a list that had both big things and little things then people could have more of an idea...this is my theory anyway. And it would save the endless trips around shops, not knowing what to buy and then phoning family members (who say..."well I don't really know"), then slowly giving up the will to live! This is from experience!

I'm probably coming across abit spoilt now so I'll quit while I'm ahead...lol

Inside I'm really shy...I have to force myself to be confident.
I'm not always happy...but I always try to smile.
I feel hurt really easily...but I wouldn't let you see.

I don't think I'm very pretty without my makeup on.
I get very annoyed with the cloths I have in my wardrobe.
I think 'Amy Lee' is beautiful.
I love her whole look...and wish I could dress more like that

I have a real passion for photography.
I want to get a 'real' camera and start taking it more seriously.

I'm claustrophobic.
I don't like large croweds of people...and I get really freaked out.
I have a love/hate relationship with cities.
I wanna live here...

I have an obsession with shoes...I currently own over 60 pairs.
I want a pair of these...

I Love corsets and gothic clothing.
I try not to follow trends...but normally end up doing.

I grew up in the country.
I can name most wild flowers, birds, plants and animals in the UK.

I went to finishing school.
I believe I'm gonna die when I'm 53.
I love music...but I love it more when its quiet.
I drink too much starbucks.

I hate food shopping.
It always takes me ages and I end up throwing away half the things I buy.
I don't eat properly...but I wish I did.

I try to be kind to the enviornment,
but its hard...and they make recyling so confusing.
I will only eat free range eggs and meat.

I believe that love is forever.
You should always follow your heart...not your head.
That no one can dictate to you who can or can't make you happy.

I have a strange infatuation with these two men...

And it annoys my boyfriend.
I have met Daruis

I Love ALL animals.
Except sharks.
Fish freak me out a little.

I love penguins:

And Capybara:

I think sheep and cows are silly:
(Suffolk sheep are my favorite)

I love Amphibians:
(I have them as pets)

I think this is cool:

(I want one)
Where as Jake wants this...

lol...same but different!
One day we will have our own pet shop!

After yesterdays blog I decided to cheer Jake up by sending some 'interesting' photos of myself to his phone. It started with this...

And very confused over everything that was said!
Yesterday was just horrible...and it was supposed to be a good day!

He did wake me this morning with a phone call telling me he loved me tho...

Im still annoyed that I don't have my student loan yet.
I was hoping it would suddenly appear today and the Jake could come over for the weekend.
Its gonna be a long and boring weekend.

I got thinking last night...
I was trying to change my 'sad and moody' frame of mind.
So I thought I'd list somethings.

Good things about living with mum!

Food...
I get fed alsorts of yummy foods!

Sleep...
I sleep so much better at mums!

Take aways...
The Indian Curry Cottage in Sale!

TV....
Sky Plus!

The farm...
Wythenshawe Community Farm!


Things I Love
about Jake...

His smell!
and taste...

He makes me laugh...
.....even when I'm supposed to be annoyed!
He whistles ... alot...lol!
He calls me beautiful...even when I know I look a mess!
He tells me stuff...sometimes I have to ask...
but he always tells me the truth!
He's just himself...

Very very sexy

Other things I found....





I'm going to try and have a happier day!

I put my foot in it with Jakes mum again yesterday,
I'm begining to think that its a lost cause.
One minute I seem to be doing ok and then I mess up.
I've never been very good at talking to peoples mums.

I'm not going to see him now for ages.
Stupid Skem College fucked up enrolement,
so its going to be ages until I get my student loan.
So Jake has to stay home and work.

Its breaking my heart!
I hate having to say goodbye at the train station,
the feeling is just getting worse.

He should be here with me all the time,
I should be falling asleep in his arms and waking up to his smile.
Everyday!
It shouldn't be like this, we've already been through too much!

Instead I find myself sleeping alone
and crying because I miss him so much!

Things should be easier by now.
I believe in karma but what can I have done in the past that is so bad?
Surely I don't deserve this.
I feel so bound and tied!

I'm 26...although you wouldn't really believe it. I look probably around 18 and most of the time I'm acting younger than I am.
I currently live in Manchester, I've moved around alot, but Manchester is my favorite place to live.

I'm taken...
My boyfriend is amazing...I love him with all my heart.

Over the past few month have gone through a lot.
I lost my job about a month ago.
Because of this I lost my flat and had to move back to mums.
Someone caused all this to happen!
But I won't let them get to me,
and they won't get between me and Jake.

The only form of exercise I do is ballet, and I don't do it nearly as much as I should.

I hate liars and people who think it's ok to steel from others.
I hate people who judge, and mess with peoples personal lives.

Music is a big thing for me...my ipod is with me 24/7 and I don't think I could live without it.

When I hear a song I like I do silly little dances, doesn't matter where I am...I just dance.

I do like to read, but I have a horrible habit of starting a book, getting half way into it, then starting another. I have a huge pile of unfinished books, and it really annoys me.

I daydream and make stories up in my head all day. If I see someone interesting, I make up their life history in my head.

Peas.
Wasps.
Losing Friends.
Being Lied To.
People Who Interfer In My Life.
People Who Judge.
Girls That Think Its 'OK' To Try and Take Your Boyfriend!
Sleepless Nights.