Firstly "HAPPY HALLOWE'EN"

I finally got to finish my toad tank...woooooo!

I also finally got a Job....A BOSS job at that!
I am now a Student Veterinary Nurse at Leahurst Small Animal Teaching Hospital...!
I have also started building our website and company.
We even agreed on a name...

http://www.herps-haven.tk
Its looking really good and taking shape!

xXx

It quite annoying really,
my very small room (commonly known as 'the cupboard') is getting a little over crowded with equipment for this new project.
I currently have an empty exo terra tank,
(measuring 45x45x45 cm)

A pond liner, a bag of hydroleca, a large bag of pebbles, a small fish tank filter, some aquarium sealent, forest bed, 4 large peices of bogwood, 5 Vivarium plants, a exo terra UV hood, UV bulbs, a waterfall and pump, 2 peices of cork bark, and a silocone tube.

Eventually...
(when i get my waterproof devider)
...it will resemble something like this:

Its starting to piss me off!!!

About 10 minutes after writing Fridays 'update' blog I got the best suprise...Jake knocked on my front door. I wasn't expecting him till that evening but there had been some sort of mix up with the college bus and he had got the train straight to mine to suprise me.

He then came to meet Jason Donovan with me!

I was so excited, we had to que for ages but it was well worth it. I bought the book to be signed and sttod reading it in the que whilst Jake looked round the Trafford Centre. I didn't think it was fair to make him stand around waiting for someone he could bearly remember. He came back about 10 minutes later and gave me a bag from HMV...he had gone a bought Jason Donovans Greatest Hits for me to get signed. He then stood in the que with me and went up to meet him and get the CD signed. I got my Photo took, aswell as my book signed and a kiss

I thought I was going to faint...lol

Jake also bought another Python for breeding.
Its a lovely thing and He called it Boo.
So now we have Big, Becci and Boo.

Been thinking of naming my Toads but can't think of anything appropriate!

Sunday was a poo day. I felt rubbish.
and there was a lot of tension in the house.
I felt like I wasn't wanted here and really uncomfortable.
I kept getting really upset and basically spent the day locked in my room, trying to stay out the way.
I felt really bad for Jake cos it was directed at him too.
I will have to see what its like tonight...but I don't feel like I wanna be here any more.

Last weekend:
Had a fantastic time,
Went to meet Jake in Manchester and managed to turn the head of a Manchester United Football player.

Have no idea which one but Jake had been sat talking to him on the train, apparently he was off on a night out.
We had dinner and then watched a Russian Film!

The film ended up been really good,
I was abit unsure about going to see it but I'm glad I did.

Sunday we took a trip to Manchester Pets and Aquatics.
I'm never very impressed with that place, but its cheep!
They had Toads...but stopped myself from buying them.

Met Jakes mate...Lee,
he seems nice.

Tuesday:
I finally got my Student Loan!

So...
I went shopping!!
I got myself a gorgeous pair of knee high boots.
and bought Jake a Hugo Boss T-shirt,
and a ring.
I just wanted to show him how much I appreciate him and what he has done for me over the past few months.

Wednesday:
I went to college!
Was only a tutorial...not very exciting.
I have less than 3 weeks to hand in my first assignment!
Pete went to Batleys Pet Wholesales for me,
and picked me up a Exo-Terra tank for my toads new home.
£26 it cost...they are £59.99 in Pet Shops!


Thursday:
Got my new Tattoo...

I love it...and I got it to remind me of Jake!
But he doesn't like it!

Today I'm off to meet the mighty Jason Donovan,

and I am so excited.
Then Jake is coming over because we are doing a trip to loads of pet shops tomorrow so we can sort out my new tank.
Its gonna be a proper little ecosystem.
I have all these amazing ideas.

Its gonna be boss.

It also maddens me when people are posting things such as

 And leopard geckos can go blind if they are exposed to UV - but I have heard of a number of RSPCA inspectors recommending that all lizards including the nocturnal leos have UVB light bulbs.

Thats my rant for the day.
Lol

Yesterday I also decided to take up a little bit of photography...as I so badly want a professional camera for Christmas!
Here are my pic's

So there we go....My little list!
I know i'm not seriously going to get all that...
...but hey a girl can try.
I'm sure I can update this when I think of other stuff!

I think everyone should do this to avoid confusions and people getting rubbish they don't want for Christmas. I wonder how many people get things they don't want, let these things clutter the house for year and then either: Give them to other people for Christmas or sell them on Ebay!! If everyone made a list that had both big things and little things then people could have more of an idea...this is my theory anyway. And it would save the endless trips around shops, not knowing what to buy and then phoning family members (who say..."well I don't really know"), then slowly giving up the will to live! This is from experience!

I'm probably coming across abit spoilt now so I'll quit while I'm ahead...lol

Inside I'm really shy...I have to force myself to be confident.
I'm not always happy...but I always try to smile.
I feel hurt really easily...but I wouldn't let you see.

I don't think I'm very pretty without my makeup on.
I get very annoyed with the cloths I have in my wardrobe.
I think 'Amy Lee' is beautiful.
I love her whole look...and wish I could dress more like that

I have a real passion for photography.
I want to get a 'real' camera and start taking it more seriously.

I'm claustrophobic.
I don't like large croweds of people...and I get really freaked out.
I have a love/hate relationship with cities.
I wanna live here...

I have an obsession with shoes...I currently own over 60 pairs.
I want a pair of these...

I Love corsets and gothic clothing.
I try not to follow trends...but normally end up doing.

I grew up in the country.
I can name most wild flowers, birds, plants and animals in the UK.

I went to finishing school.
I believe I'm gonna die when I'm 53.
I love music...but I love it more when its quiet.
I drink too much starbucks.

I hate food shopping.
It always takes me ages and I end up throwing away half the things I buy.
I don't eat properly...but I wish I did.

I try to be kind to the enviornment,
but its hard...and they make recyling so confusing.
I will only eat free range eggs and meat.

I believe that love is forever.
You should always follow your heart...not your head.
That no one can dictate to you who can or can't make you happy.

I have a strange infatuation with these two men...

And it annoys my boyfriend.
I have met Daruis

I Love ALL animals.
Except sharks.
Fish freak me out a little.

I love penguins:

And Capybara:

I think sheep and cows are silly:
(Suffolk sheep are my favorite)

I love Amphibians:
(I have them as pets)

I think this is cool:

(I want one)
Where as Jake wants this...

lol...same but different!
One day we will have our own pet shop!

After yesterdays blog I decided to cheer Jake up by sending some 'interesting' photos of myself to his phone. It started with this...

And very confused over everything that was said!
Yesterday was just horrible...and it was supposed to be a good day!

He did wake me this morning with a phone call telling me he loved me tho...